The fall settled on Vanceboro much
like any other year. September was warm,
as was October. Saturday afternoons were
spent in the company of friends at East Carolina University football
games. Sunday afternoons were spent in
New Bern at his parents for lunch.
The
noontime lunches were routine. Todd and
Abby would leave Vanceboro shortly after church in the morning and make the
thirty minute drive to the Historic District of New Bern. Once there, his mother and father would have
lunch prepared and they would often stroll down to the waterfront and eat on
the picnic tables at Union Pointe.
Every
Sunday conversation started with talk of the previous day’s football game in
Greenville and how the Pirates had once again either stunned a perennial
powerhouse or been embarrassed by a relatively unknown. Slowly, after ranting and raving and getting
all of the frustration off of their chests, the conversation would usually turn
to more important things, namely their jobs.
Sadie
and Emerson were both retired, but they both enthusiastically volunteered in
the community. Sadie worked as a guide
at Historic Tryon Palace and Emerson as a waterfront tour guide. Every week each had a new story to tell.
It
was strange sometimes to listen to the stories of his parents. When he went to college out of state for four
years, he never thought that when he returned back home that he would sense so
much of a change in the relationship that he maintained with his parents.
His
mother maintained many friendships with Todd’s boyhood friends. For the most part, Todd distanced himself
from those old relationships. But his
mother regularly kept him updated on the comings and goings of everyone he
would remember. What they were doing in
their lives, really didn’t make a difference to him. Sure, he was always pleased to hear how
someone he knew got married, but it never really made a difference to him as to
who or for what reasons they got married.
He listened though, to his mothers stories.
Abby
generally carried more of their side of the conversation than did Todd. Todd figured that it was because of their
mutual background in education. Before
his mother retired she was a high school English teacher in New Bern.
As Abby and Sadie
discussed child rearing habits and educational tactics, Todd and Emerson nearly
always found themselves strolling along the walkway of the park. Rarely did
they talk as they walked. Todd had
always acknowledged that the relationship that he maintained with his father
was awkward. When they were in a group
of people they could very easily bounce conversation off of one person to
another for hours. But when the two of
them were together by themselves, the conversation simply ceased.
Emerson was one
month shy of turning sixty-six. His hair
was nearly completely gray. When he was
in his thirties and forties, when Todd was at home, his face was closely
shaven. Now that he was retired, he let
it grow and his face was scraggly and suntanned.
From where they
stood on the walkway, the Neuse was a little over a mile wide. The temperature on the water was in the
sixties, but there were still a few boats teetering towards New Bern from
farther down the Neuse, perhaps Oriental or Bayboro. On the other side they
could see the faint outlines of small docks and jutting out from the
riverbanks. Behind the docks was a wall
of white pines.
“Did you have a
good time at the game yesterday, bud? His dad asked as they continued walking
along the bricked walkway.
“Abby and I had a
great time Dad. The barbecue was great
as always.” His Dad always brought his
custom built pig cooker to the tailgating party before each game. Couples and family friends would enjoy a
great pregame meal and a pick-up game of tag football on the embankment just
below the stadium in Greenville. “How
many people you reckon we had at the party yesterday?”
“Your mom and I
think we counted about 26 or so.” He
smiled to himself. He liked to entertain
people. He was always good at making
people feel “part of the family” as he often said. Every year the pre-game tailgate had grown by
a few couples and he didn’t mind cooking more and more as the years seemed to
quickly go by him.
Todd repeatedly
kicked a small stone in front of him as they continued to walk. He often looked back over his shoulder to see
what his Mom and Abby were doing.
Although they both liked to talk, they both had a particular habit of
getting a bit too involved in what they were saying and sometimes found
themselves getting into rapid fire exchanges.
“So where are you
up to this week?” This was a usual
Sunday afternoon question from his Dad.
“Ducks Unlimited
wants me to run up to Ahoskie for some “research” this week and next.” He shook his head a little bit, not looking
up though, but paying attention to the stone that he kept bouncing ahead. “It’s not too far away. Just a few early morning drives out
there. No big deal.”
“I talked to Dad
yesterday. He said that you haven’t
called him in quite some while.” Emerson
looked at him through the corner of his eye.
Todd kicked the little stone quickly and let it tumble over the edge of
the walkway and into the lightly rippling wake against the embankment.
“I haven’t had the
time to lately.” That wasn’t entirely
true, and he knew it.
“Just call to see
how he is doing. He and your grandmother
like to hear from you and Abby.”
“I’ll try to get
to it this week, Dad.” He wasn’t
interested in calling. His Dad could
sense as much in his voice. Emerson
stopped walking and watched as Todd walked five or six steps more before he
noticed he was walking alone.
“You act like its
hard for you to pick up a phone.”
“I never liked the
stupid things. I stutter too much on them.”
“Don’t give me
that.” Emerson looked at him with a
disgusted face and then looked away.
“Besides, I know that’s not the reason.”
Todd looked out across the river and saw an egret dipping low to the
water and then sailing quietly and graciously towards her nest on a nearby
boey.
Emerson stopped,
turned around, and stared at his son.
His eyes seemed to burn holes into Todd.
He turned his body
away from him and looked over at the table where Abby and his mother were.
“Son, you do what
ever you feel you have to do. I’m not
going to force the issue with you anymore.”
Todd relaxed his stance and turned back towards his Dad. “He’s eighty-six years old bud, he ain’t
going to be around much longer, I think even you would acknowledge that. Let him know that you are thinking about him
sometime.”
“I do think about
him. I think about him and grandma every
Sunday when Abby and I come down here for lunch.”
“Then act like you
do.”
Emerson turned and
walked back to the picnic table where Abby and Sadie were still talking. As they did almost Sunday, they continued
talking even as he began packing up the picnic basket.
Todd watched as
his dad packed the purple plastic plates and laid them gently in the old wicker
basket. So what if he didn’t call his
grandparents all the time. It wasn’t
that he didn’t love them.
A seagull squawked
overhead and flew down to the boat docks near the hotel next to the park. Todd walked to the furthest point of the
rounded walkway and put his hands on the railing.
The smell of the
wind off of the river was different than the smell of the ocean, thirty miles
away. The ocean had a fresh smell, one
that felt alive. The river was stale,
and felt tired.
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